M'am mutat.

Ma gasiti la: http://prinde-un-vis.nimic.org/

Azi nu sunt eu. Azi sunt o alta Irina. Mai sictirita, mai stresata, mai nesimtita si mai nihilista. [poate cineva sa fie mai nihilist? sa presupunem ca da.] Sincer, nici nu stiu de ce. I'm just having a bad week.

So, just listen to the song. Don't worry, n'are legatura cu starea mea de sictireala.

Hi. Me here. I hate you all.

I'll be reading Huxley now. You go forth and die. Kthxbye.

Yay for prime numbers.

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

Rudyard Kipling.



And a music survey. Oh, how very interesting.

1. What are you listening to right now?
Tristania - December Elegy.

2. What song makes you sad?
I don't really know. Probably HammerFall's Remember Yesterday.

3. What is the most annoying song in the world?
There are many.

4. Your all time favourite band?
I don't really know. I used to be really obsessed with Nightiwsh at some point in my existence. Now I just like a bunch of bands: Maiden, Guardian, Metallica, WT...

5. Your newly discovered band is?
Hmm....either Nanowar or Celtic Frost.

6. Best female voice?
Tarja Turunen back when she was a mezzo-soprano.

7. Best male voice?
Depends. Bruce, Sakis, Hansi, Tony...

8. Music type you find yourself listening to most?
Metal. Of many different kinds.

9. What do you listen to, to hype you up?
Iron Maiden - The Evil that Men Do

10. What do you listen to, to calm down?
The Bard's Song - in the Forest.

11. Last gig/concert you went to?
Blind Guardian. <3

12. Band you find yourself listening to the most right now?
Maiden, Guardian.

13. Most hated band?
I hate many many bands.

14. Song that makes you think?
Every song makes me think.

15. Band that you think the world should love as much as you do?
Everything. But mostly Bucovina.

16. Coolest music video?
High Hopes. [I'll have to go with Kath's answer on this one]

17. Music video with the most babe watch?
I dunno.

18. What "do you play/would you play" in the bedroom to spice things up?
My Dying Bride? XD

19. Can you play a musical instrument?
I have an acoustic guitar that I like to torture. Otherwise, I'm utterly talentless.

20. Ever been in a mosh pit?
Nope.

21. Are you in a band?
No.

23. Ever dated a musician?
Nope.

27. If no, would you consider?
If I happen to like that certain musician, yes.

28. Do you wish that you were a musician?
I wish I could be good at playing an instrument. I wouldn't really like the whole being on stage thing.

29. Best chick band you know of?
The Mediaeval Baebes, I guess. I don't really listen to chick bands.

30. Best guy band you know of?
Most bands I listen to are guy bands. And most of them rule.

31. Last song that you heard on the radio/cd...etc...?
I'm not sure. I think it was an Opeth song.

32. What do you think of Classical music?
Nice.

33. What do you think of Country music?
Give me a flame-thrower and I'll give a short demonstration.

34. What do you think of Death metal?
Yes, please.

35. Last BIG band that you saw live?
Blind Guardian.

36. Are you a groupie?
Nope.

37. Do you listen to music in foreign languages?
English, German, Norwegian, Finnish, Swedish, Latin, French, Spanish....

38. What famous musician would you like to fuck?
Not telling.

39. Worst concert moment?
The worst I can think of was a heavy rainfall.

40. Funny Concert moment?
”Want to hear some good ol’ rock and roll ?” - ”Then go somewhere else…we’re here to sing metal !”

41. Sad Concert moment?
I don't really know.

42. Best local act you can think of?
Bucovinaaaaaa, Negura Bunget [I'm not sure they still count as 'local', though], Phoenix, Iris, Cargo and a few more.

43. If you were a musical instrument what would you be?
A cello.

44. Do you listen to the radio?
Online radio.

45. Do you watch music TV?
VH1 Friday Rocks. But that's it.

46. Do you follow the music charts, like the top 40?
Last time I did that was 2 years ago. I do watch my last.fm charts though

47. Have you met any famous musicians?
Nope.

48. Are any of your friends/family etc musicians?
Friends - yes. Family - grandfather o.O

49. Song that best describes your feelings right now?
Korpiklaani - Pixies Dance.

50. Song that describes your life?
I have absolutely no idea.

51. Do you know the names of all the band members that you listen to?
No.

52. Does a musician’s physical attractiveness play a role in the music that you listen to?
Not really.

53. What famous musician do you want to marry?
Marriage? No thanks.

54. Favourite film soundtrack?
Many many many ^^

56. What do your parents listen to?
Dad: mostly progressive, and some jazz and classic rock.
Mom: Maiden, Rammstein, Therion and classic rock.

57. What are you listening to right NOW?
Vama Veche - Instructia II
*skip*
Lacrimosa - Ich Verlasse Heut' Dein Herz.

58. Do you wear band etc T-shirts?
Sometimes.

59. What do you think of people who do?
Nothing against them.

60. What music sub-culture do you feel like you belong to?
I don't know. I'm a mix of many. But I like to consider myself some sort of weird metalhead.

61. What song is stuck in your head right now?
Surprisingly, none.

62. Do you sing in the shower?
Yep.

63. If so, what? If not, why not?
Anything that pops into my head.

64. Would you rather marry a musician or be one yourself?
Be one. Durr.

65. What is in your walkman/discman right now?
Apocalyptica, Guardian, Bucovina, Children of Bo[re]dom, Rotting Christ, Maiden, Nightwish, WT, Epica, Diablo Swing Orchestra and loads of other stuff.

66. How important is your partners taste in music to you?
Rather important.
//Ooh. Number 66. 66*10+66%10=666 Norsk Arisk Black Metal!
Back to the question. Pretty important.

67. Hanson moves in next door to you, do you go introduce yourself, or do you arrange to beat them up?
I doubt I'd recognize them. Let's say I do. Chainsaw time! xD

68. Sex, Drugs and Rock n Roll, you dig?
Maybe ;)

69. Do you cook to music?
I don't cook. But cooking to Behemoth sounds like fun.

70. Do you sing in the toilet?
"In" the toilet? As in "while standing in the toilet"? Mitä vittua?
I think I know a few people that do though.

În fiecare zi ne batem joc
De pasări, de iubire şi de mare
Şi nu băgam de seamă ca in loc
Rămâne un deşert de disperare.

I'm far from being a romantic person, but this quote really impressed me. It's true, to some extent. Dreams and laughter and all those silly and apparently useless things have a place in our world. In everyone's world. Just try and imagine the world without them. Without hate, laughter, without anger and without love. Without fear and without bravery. Without any feelings whatsoever. I see that place as one of the dullest possible worlds. Sure, feelings can sometimes suck. But that doesn't mean we have to abolish them. They're the zest of life. Really, what would life be without them? Actually, it wouldn't really be life.

My Goodness, does this feel ever so weird. I'm actually writing about feelings. Me, the tactless, un-romantic and insensitive alien. Really, I am an alien. When it comes to this world. Certain Lacuna Coil lyrics come to mind. Two of them, actually. My world is unlike the one described there in many different aspects. Because it's mine. It's nobody else's.

I was there. Front row. Oh my God. Blind Guardian are awesome.